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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

After all that has transpired
After all thats taken place
After all the stab wounds
And just just before my death
I rise pheonix, like anew
From the still burning ashes of false hearts lies
To fly once again, to shine from within

Dismember my myself
Severe my viens
Poisen myself
A heartless joke
Slash at my neck
Gouge out my eyes
Screaming in agony
You pacify me.

Bleeding hearts shed no tears

Soaked all the way through with remorse and regret
Fire to purify my soul and blood to replenish it
I search in hopes of completion to justify my love for you
Nothing ever ends where our souls begin

Nothing can save me from myself
You keep me safe
Resurrecting my love
An angel like you
Can never fall
Heaven i found
Right in my arms

I found love in you
I find truth in you
I see light in you
And it horrifies me.

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

She said she doesn't want a boyfriend, she's better off with friends
She doesn't like getting hurt when serious relations end
He only wants to see her whenever she will permit
He only wants to be with her and quit feeling like shit

All that he can give, he gives her
more then he really should now
whenever they meet he'll see her
and he'll tell her that he's happy
She feels good

This simple situation is easier unsaid
He knows just by him asking her it goes straight up to her head

All that he can give, he gives her
More then he really should now
Whenever they meet he'll see her
And he'll tell her that he's happy

If she could give the time she see that everythings fine
Its not up to me
She wishes that he would see its nothing to be that she will for he

She says she'll never need a boyfriend, she's happy with her friends
She's keeping all her secrets with her up until the end

All that he can give, he gives her
More then he really should now
Whenever they meet he'll see her
And he'll tell her that he's happy
She feels good

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Love Is Illness My soul it screams for you (can you not here it) my arms reach out for you (why cant you take them) my heart burns only for you (can you extinguish it) i love only to be loved by you (why cant you love me too) i long only to be held and care for why cant it be am i to die alone and bitter what the hell is wrong with me my face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut with fear and sorrow i no longer wish to love anything just cut the heart right out of me sometimes i choke on all the false love that infects me sometimes everything is not enough to cure the sickness inside of me i did it all cried black tears for you why cant you see see like a vampire biting my heart suck the love right out of me dont even care as my blood stains the floor cannot be cleaned you cut me out and tore me through six feet unders the place for me i feel it all as it sickens me it feels like im dying inside because of the love i gave that cant be returned my longing for instability is a personality flaw i trust you with respect and you tear me down

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

alone i sit

longing for you

tears that fit

my face so blue

thinking

always of you

just wishing you knew

how blue

my heart is

when im not with you

forever i wait

untill time grows late

resting my head

on my bed

thinking of the things we said

then i think more

for

you to hold me

when i wished for you here

when i thought

of loosing you

my worst fear

at night

when my past haunts me

my thoughts of you

saved me just once more

and you

gave me the love my heart cried for

so dark when your gone

always so bright when your near

darling how i wish for you here

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

he didnt know what she felt

she didnt know what he felt

so day by day they passed eachother knowing their little secrets

he seeking his lover's aprovalignored her

untill they found their little secrets about eachother

him so sweet cant break a heart, so she waits untill his heart is free

so day by day night by night she dreams of what could be but never will
become

foreget him passes threw her headbut in her heart something crys dont leave his side and keep caring about him

so she listens to her pathetic heart instead of her head

she always thinks theres hope for them to be

but only if he knew how much he means to her (to be continued)

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